Fun times.

I love holidays. Especially resort type holidays. Yes, the sun, the sea, the lazing about doing absolutely nothing at all! Sometimes i wish i can sell coconuts by the beach, not the massaging tho, i dun think i can massage others for a pittance. Haha.
When's the next holiday babe?!

Is being excited all its hyped up to be?

I have a problem. I find it so hard to get excited about things. Perhaps its a way of over compensating in case I get disappointed. Perhaps I've just become too jaded about stuff on earth. Tough.

I'm getting married in October this year. October 14th to be exact. I should be a little more excited about the wedding, planning, being the bride from hell and all. But I'm not! HOw strange. I'm truly looking forward to being married though. Maybe I've planned too many events in my work so the wedding seems like another event for me. Maybe I've seen too many failed marriages to know that its not the wedding that's important but the marriage that is.

I'm looking forward to starting my life with BaChuan. To perhaps even to learn how to cook a proper dish or two. (Not the ironing though, that i'll never learn to like). I'm looking forward to trying to be a good wife (hahah, yes, i'm serious!)having my own home, a husband (a husband!) to go home to...

But I'm not excited cos excitement is overrated.

Does time really fly by? Or do we let it?

Gosh, its been one full year since the last entry in this blog. Created in the throes of extreme boredom from my last job, this blog has been sadly ignored for one year!!

Man, it has been ONE extreme year.

1) Quit my job
2) Started my own business
3) Got overwhelmed by this business, the people, the work, the everything.
4) Realised life is so much more than constant worrying.

I think so much has changed in this past year. The way i think, the way i put value on things. The perspective. Its unlike me to be this way, but well, people change, and its sometimes taking a step back from the shallow things of life that makes you realise what's important.

Its cliche i know. But too bad, this IS my blog and I can be as cliche as i want. hahah